Friday, July 31, 2015

Happy Birthday Little Sister!!!!!!!

I bet everyone would have felt this once, Can I exchange my sibling with the neighbours......God!!! That one seems better. Why me? What harm did I do to anyone??
Older ones feel, Wherever I go, this one comes along...
Younger ones, Why doesn't this one let me on my own....

The room is not mine, a school is also ours....
A Cakes is halved, a Chocolates is divided....
As older one you feel, why always should I share and care,
Being older is not fair
Younger ones tell, why doesn't she let me grow??
Being younger is a blow....

And when you grow up, is when you realise...
This is what is all Fare....
and you Thank God, for what you have is Beautiful and Rare....

Even when you realise this, you still want to bully and make them say....
I am the best!!!!
I don't know who is the best amongst us, for sure I know the best is, the bond we share!!!!!

Happy Birthday, Shammi!!!!


- I had started this a year ago, to snooze and completed it a few months back, only to forget about it again completely on your Birthday. Have Rocking Year and enjoy this Bday Gift.














Khas nahi, ek INSAAN hu tum jaise!!!

Haq mera hai ye... Na maangu kisi se iss ko.....
Mujhe banaya hai ussi ne, jiss ne banaya hai sab ko.... 
Ek din chun ke, na banao khas mujh ko...
Ye zindagi hai meri aur harr din ye rahega mera....
Ek din ke maan se na samjho, hai mujh ko kisi ne ghera....
Shukhriya harr maan samman ke liye....
Bas khas banane ki koshish mein bhool na jaana kal se.....
Ladki, aurat ya naari se pehle, ek insaan hun main tum jaise!!!!!
Happy Women's day!!!!

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Ek Ehsaas, Kuch Keh raha hain...

Rang badalthe Mausam mein,
Badle Badle se Khayal hain.
Ek Ehsaas, Kuch Keh raha hain....

Khilthe phoolon mein,
Nayi si Khusboo, Ek nayi Ashaa
lekar, Koi Umang laya hain.....

Pathjad ke saaye se nikla
Basant,Dhoop ki roshni se...
Zindagi Roshan karne aayi hain

Kho jaau main in Rangon mein,
Keh raha hain mann bhavara.
Hain Dosh nahin yeh mann ka...

Ye tho hain dosh,
Iss Rang Badalthe Mausam ka!!!!!

Monday, August 1, 2011

Main, Ke Sivah














Dur thak bichi koi khamoshi thi...
Main, ke sivah kuch aur na tha
Sard mausam main bhi halki si
Suraj ki roshni, Umeed si de jaati....
Kaale reth pe pad ke aise jagmaga jaati,
Jaise zameen pe sitare bichayi hui si ho....
Reth par chalthe....
Main, ke sivah kuch aur na tha...
Dur thak bichi koi khamoshi thi...

Samandar ki leharein kehti
Zameen se....
Laut jaati hun tere dhar se,
Har baar takra kar.....
Teri bahon mein samaane ki koshish le kar,
Har ek lehar ke ssath ye koshish karthi hun.
Mulaqat pal bhar ka ho,
Saath tere har pal rehthi hun.
Leharo ko cheerthi awaaz main bhi....
Dur thak bichi khamoshi si thi...
Main ke sivah kuch aur na tha....

Reth pe banhe pairo ke nishaan ,
Ek lehar se mit jaati...
Hain Zindagi yahi ye
keh jaati....

Main ke sivah bhi kuch tha, ya hain
Jo nazar nahi aati...
Nazar ke daayre se aage bhi,
Koi dharqt hoga....
Kaano thak pahunch ne ki koshish mein,
Koi awaaz hoga.....
Dur thak bichi khamoshi mein kuch sunne lagi thi...
Main, ke sivah bhi koi aur tha, ya hain
Ye jaan ne lagi thi....

Monday, July 18, 2011

Aotearoa Diaries....One

Aotearoa!!!!

I don't know how would Maori's pronounce this one, New Zealand is easier for me...

It never crossed my mind, ever, that I would land here in New Zealand for onsite project work, forget about this country being my first international trip. Many, back home reacted Wow, that's a great place to be, very beautiful, romantic place on earth etc, some even said, Kiwi's are very handsome. I now agree to that as well.


If someone asked me, "Where is New Zealand on the world map?" I would have said near Australia or even, it comes before Australia. Only after finalising the trip, I checked it on the World Map!!!!

New Zealand is to the south of Australia and in South Western Pacific Ocean, it's an island country. As the name itself suggests it is the youngest country on the map where human habitation started. All this can be googled, I need not say much....

This is one such place I never thought, would land up, at least not for work. You think something and destiny plan something much better. After lots of confusion, postponements finally here I was at our very own BIAL( Bangalore International Airport) hiding my nervousness from my parents. Yes, I was nervous and emotional, first international flight, unknown country, people and away from India and all dear ones, this was enough to make me nervous at least for some time. Even though little nervous, there was mixed feeling, #403 had kind of become a home after Hubli..... Chalo, that can be a different blog altogether.

After all emotional Bye's and see off's, as I entered BIAL and checked in my luggage, which I thought would exceed airline limit, BIAL started to appear big, really big and I stranded all alone there. Then there I see my colleague, who was supposed to travel with me. Thanks to Travel desk for booking us on same flights. With some experienced company along, travelling looked easier. With all the excitement I boarded my flight to Hongkong. BIAL was the largest airport until I actually saw Hongkong airport, where we had to take trains to reach different terminals. BIAL suddenly seemed so small. Hongkong Airport, that is along the seaside and I cursed myself for taking the aisle seat and missing the views of Hongkong.

After small transit and skipped lunch, I boarded my flight to Auckland, New Zealand. Auckland is the only place in North Island with International Airport catering to flight beyond Australia and it is not the capital of New Zealand. Capital City is where  I was supposed to reach, Wellington. Long, tiring would be the best way to describe my flight to Auckland.
Changing flights from International to domestic with all my feather lite luggage was not easy but the excitement of being in NZ did all the magic.

One hour flight from Auckland to Wellington and here I am at the Capital of Aotearoa-New Zealand, Wellington, after almost 26 hours of travel with two transits. This time I had managed to grab a window seat and guess what, flight lands in Wellington cruising over the sea shore and the view I am sure was comparable to the Hongkong landing!!!!!!

From the day my travel was finalised, I wondered what was in store for me at Wellington and here was the answer, right on the walls of Wellington Airport - "Wild at Heart".






Aotearoa Diaries - New Zealand from my experiences......

Friday, November 26, 2010

“Ananth Nilaya” – A Houshold after 26/11 Attack

It was just any other morning at “Ananth Nilaya”, this is the home which Srinivas & Vidya dreamt all their life and built it with lots of hopes. Ananth Nilaya is in midst of silence located in the extension area of the city. Srinivas is a Professor at the University of Karnataka in Scientific Research Dept and his wife Vidya is a professor at Sociology Department. Being the household of professors, there is silence all over, the only exception to this would be when Shreyas is home. Shrey as they call him, is a recent graduate and is at home until he joins Microsoft Corporation for work where he got selected through his campus placements.

Prof Srinivas Ananth is deeply engrossed in his newspaper without even bothered about the door bell. Vidya comes out of kitchen telling “what did I see in this man, doesn’t seem to see beyond his newspaper”.

She opens the door angrily “Shreyas!!!!!, how dare you step into this house, don’t you have little courtesy to inform your parents that you will not be coming home. You know how worried we were all night”.

“Sorry Ma, I slept off at Rajeev’s place yesterday after movie” explains Shreyas.

“One phone call, Shrey or even a message would suffice” Vidya goes on, Shreyas dares stops her (on registering ‘Shrey’ which is only used at normal circumstances and at extreme ones it is ‘SHREYAS’) “Last time ma, one last time, I am really Sorry”.
Vidya(Orders) :“Ok, go and get ready now, we all are going to Prachi Akka’s wedding today”

Shreyas :“No Ma, Please I don’t want to go to any weddings, Please!!Please Please”

Vidya :“No Shrey, you are coming with us, everyone will ask about you and its good occasion to meet everyone before you leave for Bombay(Mumbai) next week”

Srinivas : “Where were you all night, where was your mobile”

Shreyas: “At Rajeev’s place, and there was no battery in my mobile”

Srinivas: “ Why did not you inform us, we called all your friends and then we called Shekar, who told us you are at their place”

Shreyas: “Shekar Uncle told you na, then what’s the worry”

Srinivas : “This boy will never understand us, Good he is going to Bombay, hopefully he will learn to manage himself alone there, I don’t know what kind of graduation he did”

Shreyas (sheepishly): “ Paa, It a Bachelor of Technology from IIT, Madras, you both were there at the convocation, weren’t you?”

Srinivas: “Stupid fellow, you always talk non sense, Vidya he is coming for Prachi’s marriage right?”

Vidya: “Yes, he is (warning shreyas), Shrey wear that Blue Shirt we got for your office”

Shreyas: “No way, I am not wearing those formal shirts, I will come in jeans itself”

Srinivas : “Jeans!!!! All your jeans are in such a good shape that even that Municipality Venkatappa refused to take them once”

Shreyas: ” What does that Venktappa know about style & jeans, he only know to clean those roads, that to inefficiently…….” (smiling )

Vidya now pitches in to take control between the duo….

Vidya: “You are grown up boy now( sounded like the mother of Complan Boy) don’t make me scold you and Sri ( pointing towards Srinivas) even you get ready, he will come in formals only”

Shreyas: “Ok, One more week then it is only me, I can do what ever is want to, Oh God!!!!Thanks for giving me the joining location as Mumbai, Thanks a lot MyproSoft Corporation”

At the wedding every one esquires about Shreyas relocating to Bombay  and gives different opinion about the place

“Vidya, he is your only son, How are you letting him go to Mumbai, send him to Bangalore , There are good IT companies there”

“ Its too crowded, he will have to travel in those local trains”

“Very big city, all hindi Film stars stay there, probably he will see few of them”

“Houses are very expensive there, Hope he is getting good Salary to save some”

“Once these boys go out to Mumbai , they never come back”( as synonym to America in India)

Next one week at Ananth Nilaya went on arranging things for Shreyas and packing his luggage. On the day Shreyas had to leave, almost nobody spoke at home.

Vidya only managed to say “ Take Care Shreyas, don’t roam around in Mumbai as you do here, have your meals on time and please call me everyday”

Srinivas added to it “I would have also come with you and got you admitted to a hostel or PG there but, You never listen to me. Do as you want but don’t forget to keep us informed, Take Care”


Shreyas” I am 23 year old paa and can manage myself, please don’t treat me like a kid and I promise(turns to Vidya) Maa, I will call you everyday”

Rajeev:” Don’t worry Aunty, we will all stay together only, once we get to Mumbai many of our college friends will also be there at the company accommodation”

After Goodbyes, Shreyas and Rajeev leave to Mumbai.

@Mumbai -23rd November 2008
City of dreams, many people come here with so many dreams, Shreyas and Rajeev where no different to anyone there at CST station dragging their bags amidst crowd to the nearest taxi stand to get  to their company accommodation, a Hotel near Apollo Bunder, Colaba.


Today its 26th November 2010 , With all the 26/11 pictures on the Main page of all newspapers of the country.

And the same ‘Ananth Nilaya’s early mornings............................... But there is something which is not as it was 2 years ago…….


Professor Srinivas finds the main door open and newspapers on their doorsteps with pictures of 26/11 attack while Vidya is still asleep. He then rushes to Shreyas’s room and does not find him anywhere.
Srinivas wakes Vidya tells her about missing Shreyas which was enough for Vidya to crash down…….

Srinivas is restlessly shuttling between hallway and the door with newspapers in his hand and Vidya trying to regain her control but is still unable to get up. Then the door bell rings!!!!!

Srinivas bangs the newspaper onto the floor and rushes towards the door angrily and exclaims “ Shreyas!!! Where were you all night?? We were so worried”

Shreyas does not respond at all. This is not new these days at Ananth Nilaya, Shreyas seems to have forgotten to talk completely.

Srinivas with tears in his eyes tries to ask him again “Where did you go Shrey”. On hearing Srinivas, Vidya manages to the hall and is so happy to see Shreyas that she hugs and cuddles her 25 years old son like a kid herself.

“How are you, are you alright?” Vidya asks Shreyas.

“ Amma, I found him sitting on the bench at the bus stop near my home and got him to you” Venkatappa comes in explaining.

“You found him near your house, how did he reach that far,” asks Srinivas curiously.

Venaktappa tells “ I saw him sitting there Sir, and asked him so much why he came here and all, but he did not respond at all, then I understood what your maid Gowramma was telling, ‘Shreyas Anna is shocked after that Bombay shooting and is going to mental hospital doctor also’”

Srinivas (shouts) :”He is not mental, he just in shock and Dr. Ketkar is a psychiatrist not mental doctor”

Venaktappa (Now Guilty): “I know Sir, Shreyas is very smart boy, he got first rank always and is Engineer but that Gowramma does not know anything”

By then Vidya notices that Shrey’s feet has scars and is also bleeding and Srinivas gets it, that explaining anyone will not help.

Vidya then nurses Shreyas and takes him to his room and puts him to sleep using some sedatives.

Meanwhile Professor Srinivas Ananth gets ready to go to University and tells Vidya “I am keeping the car at the gate , Don’t forget to take Shreyas to Dr.Ketkar, will join you there. I will take the bus to University”

Vidya just nods her head lifelessly.

Today, Vidya has resigned from her almost 3 decade long teaching job which always kept her going. Professor Srinivas still teaches at the University to make their ends meet, however is not interested in it anymore. Now 25 year Shreyas is undergoing treatment with Dr.Ketkar the renowned psychiatric in the town….

Wondering What happened to Shreyas?????

Shreyas and Rajeev were one among those many Mumbaikar who witnessed the dreadful incident in which 10 young boys took the city on their stride and did something that even a worst Nightmare would be scared of……….

Shreyas then young energetic boy with full of life and dreams to make it big witnessed this, and the death of his close friend Rajeev. Rajeev who succumbed to death spending his last few seconds there, smiling next to injured Shreyas, who was all aware of the happening but could not help his best friend because of the bullet which hit his leg.

It took more than 6 months for all the physical wounds of Shreyas to heal. And only his physical wounds were healed rest will probably remain with him always………..

Vidya and Srinivas were happy to have their son back but are still longing for his reaction to their call.This was with one, Ananth Nilaya but there are many and many more household still under the nightmare…….


Imagining Rajeev’s Ananth Nilaya is beyond my abilities to pen down…………..



All the above characters are fictitious but I am sure this will have some resemblance to what the Victims of 26/11 witnessed. There would be more than one Ananth Nilaya’s which are still trying to regain their dreams and life just to be able to pretend and lead life normally………. Yes!! Only to pretend to lead life normally after 26/11 Mumbai attacks .

26/11 does not need a year(2008) along with it, every time it comes, it will surely get these dark memories of 78 hours of havoc back, which are etched deeply in all our minds.
This is my small tribute to our soldiers who put their life second to fight 26/11 and to all those who lost their lives or loved ones in the mishap.

I am one among the many INDIANS who are still waiting for Kasab to be punished and still waiting for justice against every individual who was involved in this incident in anyway…………

Jai Hind!!!!!!!

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Expressions- On the Submerged Island!!!!!

Nice rainy chilled out noon, actually only the weather outside was nice. Inside my office, it was a weird situation and cannot call this tensed, but yes a weird one for sure. It was the last working day for a bunch of colleagues and as per unspoken rule, the person quitting treated others. Funny!!!! Treating when you are quitting, oh… I think this is one of the happiest moments in their life…. “Quitting an Organization”

Are Employers listening???? Resigning makes people treat other who hold on, or rather are forced to hold on...….. Oh No!! I am not writing about our IT culture- QUIT to GROW and all, everyone knows it and probably very well. It is something different from this……

Imagine, a Stormy night you and your co-workers are trapped in an island and the sea is eating up the island. This island, almost submerged in waters would be discovered again someday after millions of years.
SIREN……”Last Ship for the day”, calls captain from the ship, storm completely blows out the sound coming out of the loudspeakers, almost muting it. In such situations, people need not be told what to do, it comes out involuntarily...…. However while every co-worker of yours is leaving the island, you are forced to hold on & stay on the island as if you are committed to living on it all your life, or it could be that your legs are buried deeply into the abyss of the island due to the CURSE and uprooting yourself would be disastrous to humanity. Everyone sympathises with you and gives you expressions like, the poor fellow is so badly trapped and would also die in this trap. Some of them even dare and call your name in the storm and ask you to join them. Helplessly you refuse all such offers and mention to them about your curse. Somewhere deep inside you know that there is someone who can free you of this CURSE, no it’s neither a Frog nor a Prince and it’s neither the Whale keeping Sea scene in mind. “Let out this one secret and you can’t get out of it” would be the closing words of the curse…… Everyone around you is leaving; you will be left all alone with the Sea, whose company you hate to the core….. All the trees, bushes, homes are slowly disappearing in the Sea. Sea, rushing towards you with all its speed and power, you are half gulped and waiting for another half to be eaten soon….. Far across the sea the Last Ship and your co-workers are still visible, every expression on each face is 100 times more dreadful then this Sea troubled by Storm. Everyone you know has something to tell you, to get you onto the ship…. But (Stubborn you – What others felt of you), you are really helpless, cannot accompany them in this journey of life and chose to die on this island. Island, who’s only proof of existence, is your face and head, still visible in the stormy night waiting to be eaten by the SEA….

OH MY GOD!!!, this, not the way I feel when my colleagues quit the job and I am still stuck at the same boring project, to be honest, I think would have…. But the situation here is completely different…..
This was how I was treated, when a colleague treating everyone on the floor on his last day, forgot to invite me for the lunch party ...

Disclaimers- All the Characters above are fictitious with no resemblance to anyone dead or alive. It is exaggerated only to entertain human mind with no hard feeling toward any species on this earth or on the submerged island or the Last Ship leaving the island.